.Wednesday, March 28, 2007
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i guess ive made a terrible mistake.
i justt feel like stooping all these.
i just cudnt take any longer..
a mistake afta another..
what more, the mistake hurts the heart.
again.
again and again.
n i knoe it was my fault to accept.
fcuking stupid me.
i deserved it.
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mom n dad dint knoe i went to sentosa the other day.
shhh... hahaha.
today my plan was actuallie to go swimming.
but no one wanna go.
so just forget it n stay at home.
planned at home to sleep,
but cant.
so i did some households.
vacuum, wash clothes, hang clothes, tidy my room.
n tidy up old albums.
looking back at old pictures.
primary schoolmates, secondary schoolmates,
silat frens, competitions, n holidays with families..
we've loads of picts out of singapore.
too many dat u'll get bored looking at the pics.
hahaha.
each year my family wud just go somewhere.
even to msia, each year wud always go out.
oh well. fun lar. but only 3 person, whats so fun ryte.
hahah.
but guess dis years cant go anywhere coz ibu's having her diploma.
n she needs to study. gee.
yea, i cant wait till end of my school!
gonna go to my aunt's place at australia!!
yay!! i just hope im able to stay there.
yay. but havta wait for my aunt to finish her degree. hahaha.
take your tyme.. gee..
why dont we plan to be a PR there?
i guess its gonna be fun.
forget singapore.
forget everyone here?
haha. u think i wud?
hmmm....
.Tuesday, March 27, 2007
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i thought lyfe wud b much betta at home now.
but guess it havnt.
oh well, i just dont know whats gonna happen.
sulking from them.
giving them a cold shoulders.
yesterday i just dont feel like goin home.
i just feel like staying or overnight at the beach.
siloso beach was damn nice yesterday.
not much people was around.
n well, manage to see the so called sunset.
haha.
the view, the wind, it was so peaceful,
lucky to see some fireworks, n fire balls,
coz there's a private party goin on. izzit?
didnt expect it to happen though.
haha. but lucky. haha.
oh well, but had great fun thou.
the skyride n the luge.
thanks. i owe u another luge ride at nyte.
heh. sorie....
oh well, of course i went home yesterdae.
becoz i just dont want them to get worried bout me.
i had to be home.
i just wonder, why izzit so hard to take care of a gerl?
i mean, yea, it is hard i guess.
somemore im the only child.
damn.
.Monday, March 26, 2007
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guess its time to put pixcs for u all to see..:
.Thursday, March 22, 2007
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wonderful day..
haha..
but too bad had to b home early..
nemind.. sorie..
i barely touch my motor prac for bout 5 mths..
den my mom asked me one sunny day,
'u still wanna take ur bike lesson not? are u ready? or u wanna switch?'
what mom??! now u give me to take motorcar!!
omg.
we've wasted bout a hundered i guess for my bike lesson.
n yea, ive changed to car lessons! hehehe.
im taking thru school. n its like expensive larh!!
one lesson can take up to 60bucks of ur money!! hmpf.
ive to save up some money.
n mom hav to keep 2000 just for me.. kekeke. thanks mom.
im gonna concentrate now. for these 3 weeks im gonna b busy wif lessons!! hahaha.
yest went to mustafa wit my gelek gerls.
damn syoik man.
haha. had great fun.
we update each other.
tease each other.
haha.
shopping sweets n chocs for my kiddos at yew tee.
abg z wanna giv them some goodies.
i reallie had a tough time deciding what to choose! coz eveything is there.
n yea gurls, budget things for me please. haha.
n yea, ended up, ive to bring 2 mustafa center plastic bag.
orbit. haha.
everyone look at us.
or izzit me alone?
hahaha. but i hack care lor..
mustafa great place mah.. hahaha.
gonna go there again.
soon.
yay!
things are reallie getting complicated.
what does it mean??...
.Tuesday, March 20, 2007
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hmm... watching 'norbit' at my grannie's place ryte now.
i think the 'epic movie' is nonsense.
i dont understand the flow of the movie.
norbit was ok uh.
i wasnt actuallie concentrating.
busy doin my template.
i wanna change skin, but dont knoe what skin to change..
haix..
yay. tmr gonna go out wif nisa, hana n meiyi to mustafa.
hmm.. this four weeks gonna be damn broke.
ayah wont be giving me any money. haiyo...
den cannot spend also.. hmpf.
cant be wearing coloured contacts. hmmm...
people declaring their love.
arnt it stupid??
dont u find dat u find urself stupid coz u're declaring dat u love this person,
but actuallie u dont know them deeper?..
haha..
its funny thou.. hmmm...
.Monday, March 19, 2007
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it has been a long tyme since ive update.
hmm.. things are getting complicated.
not as what ive planned.
God has planned everything for us.
n we hav to obey. haix.
i've been active in TS for 9yrs i suppose.
n yea, being promoted every two years.
hmm. haix. i dont knoe.
i didnt actuallie wanna take the test last week.
but afta being FORCED, i have to obey.
haix.
but yea, what to do, last sat, i was being promoted to a four.
but, i m still not happy coz i was the only one! hmpf.
n yea, since they've told me that they've observed me,
looking at my capabilities, n responsbilities.
ok. fine.vhatevea.
hmpf.
n not only being promoted, but had been given a trophy for the best pesilat for dewase.
duhs. hmpf. ive got no comments.
thanks.
n yea, supposed to reach home at 10pm last sat, but dint.
it was too early to reach home. n i just wanna be home when ibu n ayah are asleep.
so 3 of us lepak.
chatting, talking, updating bout lyfes, gossipping? haha.
looking at the stars above.
wonderful.
a memory.
hmm. now suppose to help ibu out wif her income tax,
but the website is super slow dat i totally gav up helping her.
i just cant sit n get along wit ibu.
i dont knoe why. haix.
n yea, im fed up wif her.
bugging me to go ngaji la, study lar, clean my room larh.
hello! as if my holidae is only today??!!
ive got another 3 n 1/2 weeks more damnit.
aargh.
fcuk.
if u were back wif her again,
i wish u happiness.
dont mistreat her again,
dont ever play ard wif her feelings again.
=]
yay. gonna sleep over at my grannie's place.
n yay gonna go out wif my gelek girls. haha.
hmm.
alhamdulillah my dear da pass TP n i think he's being offered to join a poly.
hee. ntah la ehk.
i hope u reallie get accepted! haha.
.Thursday, March 08, 2007
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hey. just blogging a few words to say dat im still alive.
hur hur.
whateva.