.Thursday, August 16, 2007
Y
i am really currently feeling pissed.
u wanna knoe who?
see below.
guess whu.
mom n dad.
like little kid drawing her art. hahax.
words just cant describe how pissed i am ryte now.
with them.
bullshits. all bullshits.
what they say. shittos..
i prefer to talk to the mirror.
to myself.
i cant just simply hate u.
coz u r my parents.
i didnt say i hate u.
i know what i did was wrong.
n now.
i know u dont trust me.
its okay.
i guess it was time.
u wanted me to tell the truth.
so that's it.
hows that?
n now.
both of u r mad.
like duhz.
whos' not mad.
angry people need hug huh?
sorie. i dont give hugs.
im sorie.
but what had happened already happened.
so dont brood it up again.
ive had enuf.
n i understand what u r trying to say.
just
please. for once.
u dont need to repeat.
it tough.
since young we dont talk openly.
n now. this happen.
n i gureentee we dont talk again.
normal stuffs do talk.
but if others, we'll just keep to ourself.
its awarkward to talk to u.
VERY.
haiz. i kept on thinking.
haix.
i just wish to hav a
where we cud share totally everything.
not even a lie to them.
haix.
how i wish.
i just got no words to say anymore.......
.Monday, August 13, 2007
Y
no lies please.
its better not knowing things about u,
rather than knowing things about u from other people.
in which u wouldnt tell exactly.
but in fact, i knew it.
does dat considered lying?
why lie?
just seperate love and lies.
but is love n lies meant to be together just to make a rship stronger?
i guess i am wasting tears.
but i hope those tears wasnt wasted.
get it?
was it misunderstanding?
i dont knoe.
i dont think so.
time out.
i just need time to b alone now.
guess yup.
bad things happen for a reason.
n i hope it is for good.
cheering myself up.
trying to cool down.
im sorry.
i just love u.
im sorry.
where are u??
asleep? haix.
.Sunday, August 12, 2007
Y
this week, me n nisa only to0ok a few pics together.
in fact 2 days nvr skewl.
so we only had 3 days for our last weekly photos.
gonna miss posting our weekly pictures dude.
6th august 2007
its been a long tyme to take our reflections...
7th august 2007
my eyes, they were odd. hahaha.
a pose outside the lecture halls...
tie services for free.. in the mrt..
10th august 2007
our pictures in memories..
our last last presentation for our whole 3 years...
can see tat small petite gurl??
a scenery by the river.. hahahhaa..
weee.. poses. it was fun..
the hump ahead okay..
the full body length. im vertically challenged thou. hahah..
or same?? kekeke..
oh well. im known as "the girl under the sink"
thats my place for lab lessons.
gonna miss sitting there.. ):
oh well it seems that we've end our 3 years of skewling.
its more of 2 n a half years.
other half year wud b spend in the ward.
so yea. last friday was our last last last day.
last day having lectures.
last days doing presentation.
last days having lab lessons.
last days from teasing or get teased by my classmates.
last daysss..
haix.
i'll miss them.
in fact i am already missing them.
a picture of my classmates.
all 26 of them n a pic of my class..
to my friends, my classmates of NRO5O1:
a qoute from the unknown.
a special friendship ties ive made with u all.
would never be forgotten.
i hope we'd stay in contact.
dont forget to invite to any of ur weddings yea! hahaha..
gonna wait till i get a wedding invitation at my door steps.
hahaha..
my beautiful gurls..
this is for u all...
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.Thursday, August 09, 2007
Y
i cant deny.
lyfe is hard.
full of hardships, hurdles..
haix.
a few days keep having miscommunication with my parents.
i guess its a norm to me already.
i guess they wont understand me.
till when? haix.
this is interesting.
i wonder if i cud do it in public. wakakaka. lol.
sometimes when they get into my nerve,
i just dont talk to them.
but i know i havta give in, coz they are my parents.
haix.
but i guess chocolates can solve all.
i am eating it thou. haha.
being with ur frens.
i'd rather be.
of course, witout them, i wudnt be here still strong.
keke. i guess they do love me. hahaha. lol.
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dont, dont ever forget anything tat makes u smile.
all the jokes, the tears that we shed.
everything.
3 years seems to pass so fast.
im gonna miss the skewl.
the laughter we had,
we lectures,
the gossips.
haha.
but yea, time pass so fast.
we're waiting for the day till we say goodbye.
but no goodbye for us!!
i dont wanna lose u guys!!...
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actualie i got lots to say in my mind.
got lots to update,
but when come to writing it down,
all got washed away..
but i know dat im ryte now in a state of blurred.
im totally blank.
hmpf.
