.Friday, May 30, 2008
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came back form threading with yanti.
that bitch.
haa.. she doesnt mind. she called me bitch too.
haaa..
now at home spending time at the comp.
hmpf.
i miss my kecohs.
haiz.
i just dont wanna fall apart from them.
living so far away seems so painful when i got to know people need me.
ayeisha baby, i love u.
im so sorry.
sorry that i cudnt b there for u.
listening to ur voice when u really needed me n im not there.
whatever it is, whoever came into my life, u wud still b my love sister..
i wont forget u, n i will never will.
i love u sis.
remember, even though i mite b far in t.b, i'm still here if u need me.
i dont know whats wrong with us.
its a surprise n u got it all wrong.
it was a misunderstanding dat cud lead even further.
tell me whats wrong.
u seems to b keeping things from me.
but i shall stay still.
coz i dont knoe whats happening.
haix.
i miss u.
i miss ILIAS(BROTHER LURP), HUDA(SISTA LURP), SHASHA, PEL, N ADK!!
not forgetting my ABG SHAM. wakakaka.
i love u guys to bits.
remember that.
.Saturday, May 24, 2008
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pel, thanks for picking and sending me ard cck area.
haa. sham not there mah, so u nxt in the list to send me ard uh..
hahaha..
niwae, glad to know u.
zaimy.
the crazious guy.
he's loud. not like the rest of them.
hmpf.
soften ur voice can?
haa..
yesterday mom and dad were quiet when i reached home quite early. thanks to cik jo n cik milah.
haa. know something bout what can we do and not do when we isi.
hmmmmm. mystery....
today im starting my nite duty.
i just hope it'll went well. haa..
im dying to get my driving lisence!!
haaaaa....
ps: i love you. n u too!!
.Friday, May 23, 2008
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graduation yest was superb.
but i slept during the speech.
i wasnt intend to.
but i was tired okay.
i had to work that morning.
damn.
den went limbang n bowling.
went back getting a lecture by them.
they were really mad yest.
haa.
i dont know what they want.
me not getting a life of my own??
haix.
y cant they understand a youngster's life??
tmr will b starting nyte.
n my preceptor's angry at me coz i dint let her sign a book.
darn.
wahts up with me making plp angry.
haa.
nemind. haix.
wont b meeting my love ones for this weekend.
gonna miss them like hell.
haix.
i dont even get to meet my dear.
haa..
im so tired today.
feel like not goin silat.
he wudnt b sending me back as he's working till 1.
hmm. its ok. i'll go back t.b alone.
haa.
no ties between us but we know we love each other ryte sayang? haa.
i love adk too.
no other adk's can replace my adk..
awww. sweet tak??
no one can replace my loveable kecoh's too.
huda. make up ur mind?
hmpf. i dont know.
guess that u must make the decision now.
i know how u felt.
anything do confide to me aites.
i love u babe.
ilias, cmon, move on!!
haa. u love her ryte.
so? what u waiting for??
shasha. u love him too ryte?? so?
ape tunggu lagy?? haha..
i love u both too..
.Thursday, May 15, 2008
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leading a great life ahead.
Insya Allah.
all i hope was for our bonding to last and to stay strong.
Insya Allah.
the relationship between the 6 of us are wonderful.
adik, sista lurp, brother lurp, pel, zaimy and my sham.
wakakaka. hehz!
enjoying every moments together.
missing every bits of everyone if we dont get to meet one day.
i love them to bits.
sharing our ups and downs together like no one business.
knowing deep inside what each other felt.
to whom it may concern:
even thou how mad or how sad u make me, there's only one thing for sure. if im being mad or sad, its just becoz i love u. and i want the best for u. u can smile all u want, but if u r in pain, just remember there's people that love u who wants to listen. n if the people u love to are the ones u r having problems, just know that no matter what, they still love u.. i really really wanna thank you for making me feel very happy. in fact, becoz of u i felt loved, and becoz of u, i met someone. its always had been u. n u shud know what great impact wud happen if u wudnt b here. thank you adk.. i love u.. WE LOVE YOU..
ps: i love the rest of them too. jiwe same same ehk. handphone all changed to sony k800i. wakakaka.. aww. i miss him.. i love him.. love u sayang!! muax.
anyways, im changing my number, so whoever want my new number, do tag me. i'll give it to u.
ta-tas.
im in cloud 9, knowing that so many people love me. esp hym! wakakaka. hehz!
.Thursday, May 01, 2008
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in t.b, settling atok at home.
now im not gonna go out.
im having cramps.
i hate having menstrual cramps.
atok's been complaining of pain, n giddines..
i know all these while ive been coming home quite late.
n i dint settle atok.
i pity my aunt who has to juggle wif her studies.
so im fine in staying at home today.
its been a long time since i went out with my frens.
esp my bestie. eeta~
i miss her.
i miss her soooo much.
im so so so so sorry bout the other tyme.
i was caught up with something.
i really am.
n my phone wasnt with me at that point of time.
im sorry gf!
i miss u!!
lyfe has been wonderful with the peoples at limbang.
all my brothers and sisters.
i feel loved there.
everyone expresssing their feelings.
our ups and downs.
whatever we went through its all being expressed there.
even to the extend of the maC riders.
we were all close.
i dint know what brought us together..
but no matter what, i just wish that this relationship we have with each other wont break apart.
coz i love u all..
n adk, dont execute what ever ur plan was.
abg n me love u,
dont ever think of being alone even for a second.
what u hav, treasure it.
coz once u leave it, u might not have it back.
now that u have the ones that love u, dont ever think of goin.
i really beg u.
coz of u, i mite find the joy of my lyfe, meeting the special one.
but without u, i wudnt know how to do.
n huda,
i love u too darling.
treasure ur lyfe.
b strong n move up a step ahead.
look up n strive.
i'll b here for the two of u..
i love u both..