could someone make me smile today?.
i feel so astrayed. i feel so diff.
when i imagine looking into ur eyes, tears just rolled down.
i miss you. i really do.

spending time with boyf during weeekends was great.
i didnt expect him getting to book out on friday nyte.
even thou i was dissappointed with what he had done in camp, i knew he wasnt at fault totally.
boyf can b easily 'short circuted' so im at fingertip precautions. haaaa...
so anw, b4 i heard bout boyf being short circuitted, i was at Pulau Tekong, accompanying eeta to send her boyf there.
oh well. the joke is that when my ex bf went to tekong for NS, i dint even send him to the terminal. and even thou currently now my boyf is still goin to camp, i dint even send him there. haa. but i sent my best friend's boyf to tekong instead, enjoying the sights of the pulau.

my head was spinning with anxiety, anxious, dissappointment when i heard bout the dark room that he's gonna be in.
i just cant imagine boyf in there for at least we dont know how long period.
i cant imagine if im being left alone here.

thank you boyf for spending time with me for 2 nights.
i dont know for how long more i will not b able to look at u or even hear ur voice.

it was a night to remember spending time with ur friends at the party.
finally i got to see ur side of friends.
at least being with u n ur friends i feel secure.
darling b, can i go with mira on weds? hee.
anw, im sorrry.
sorry if what u not want me to do infront of ur friends, being revealed.
sorry b.

i really hope to meet u soon. which perhaps i dont know how long more.
remember what u promised to urself,
those three things:
1-
2-
3-

remember dear? haaa..

pray hard that nothing bad would happen.
im praying for u too.
mwah.
i love you.

i hate it when i starting to get a fight with boyfie.
the world just seems not right for me each time i think bout it,
esp getting the 'i dont care' look and also the ' i dont bother' message.
egoistic is the main thing.
guys ego is unbelievable. it hurts.
but sometimes i wonder just why usually we will say ' im sorry'.
hmpf.
i love him so much.
i know he loves me too.
ryte b?


so when's our date to the flyers?
that day nearly went in but too bad boyf cudnt actualiie see clearly.
so i guess we've to wait for the spectacle to come 1st before we cud go n ride it.

last weekend ibu n ayah went to KL for cousin's wedding.
n of course, my aunty n me went to catch a late nyte movie and went to Juz's place for his brother's wedding.
n yea. sorry girlfriend nxt time we hang out n enjoy ourself okays. i love u beb.

there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.

I love to work.(as if)
I love to be myself. yea. true.
I mite look decent, and good; but not a trace.
I stay awake till dawn,
I make myself busy till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm me..
And i just like to make myself busy.

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